this place is fucking weird

not commonly but currently

people suck, not practically but literally

i guess your attractive not visually but phonetically 

my life is beautiful not truthfully but originally....it was

the worlds the same but he wont change
head filled with elsewhere heart filled with trouble
everything is thriving recklessly
he knows he knows if she goes she goes
he might die
no doubt no doubt

Welcome To Your Life

Its your birth day, you are aged one week

Careful now kid

From here things in your life will get bleek

You’ll make them thrilled for a while

Maybe even cause  a smile,

Your flaws are not your fault

They are caused by two adults

Sit down, eat now listen to what we say

Don’t speak go to sleep, wake up, behave,

Plus 25 and your life is up to you

Grown up, been around still carrying the blues

Compulsory love its there but can you feel it?

The damage is done and its too late to heal it

Condemn your childs soul so they are timid and not brave

I will tell you, you can be the greatest but you cannot do the same

The sad desire for something that you should want and is required

If you were my employees hate to say it you’d be fired

I’m saddened your life was hard

And Im the genetic product of your pain

But the more your disillusioned there’s less to lose and more to gain

I love you still and will die when you depart

All I ever wanted was your proud untainted heart.

lecture 1

The character we will learn about
lives with conviction shaded by doubt
recognizable for fail
and walks an unearthly trail
one is hungry for more
but afraid from before
has some regrets
has been consumed by lifes debts
gentle on its prey
looks heavier than it weighs
the creature is fragile but courageous
infected but not contagious
a native to human association
can be saved with a small donation

how not to write

leaving on a jet plane
don’t know when I’ll be back again
sorry excuse me I must flee
i’ve studied dissatisfaction
i have a degree
i’ll probably miss you
you should come too
we’ll fly like Jessica alba… into the blue
three letters are infecting me... NYC
goodbye see ya later
I am the Banshee

love you til the end

perplexed and conjecture but know the cause
small in a big place
talk to my myself, nothing... rethink... pause
the address is lonesome
I am feeling deficient
survive the imagination then arrives the Sufficient
do I fail to notice the nonattendance
or not attend the lonliness.

one + one = 3

me and you
plus zero equals 2
there is only one
trying to ruin the fun
subtract difficult three
and that equals you and me
but i am not a number
and you are number one

blood yum

cut me cut me
make me bleed
vampire vampire
i’ll give you a feed
not sure of my blood type
but Im sure its nice
vampire vampire ill save your life
my blood is bleeding
it will rescue your death
‘thanks, this wont hurt, now take a deep breath’

homing=sure

sorry for the qualm
its just that you have flown before
try to overlook these trampled paths
but they keep knocking on my door
harmonious charm and a feeling that stings
savouring the wound
soft vacillation plus recurring history
equals inevitably doomed
spare me from the slaughter
keep me safe and sound
for your wings are warm and safe my dear
lost + searched = found

brilliantly blurred

blurred
stirred
convey to concur
delight me
bite me
make me purr
open your eyes
your a visionary haze
eliminate forget
and remember these days

washine

go get clean
are you keen
you’re my friend
the washing machine
do your job
make me proud
keep it quiet
not so loud
where’s my sock
he’s lost his mate
don’t get me wrong
what your doing is great
you clean my clothes
and leave them good
you do a job better than I could
they smell so nice
you make them gleam
oh how I love you washing machine

zzzz????

the world is sleepless and I’m tired
if I sleep will you sleep
or is sleeping merely unconsciously awake
dreaming is uncertain
and awake is assured
can you assure me of uncertain dreams

no won

you’re a timid little teether
existing like a child
let me out free and curse less
to a life more my style
like coke in the nose
tedious love blows
road doomed to the end
a life negative a friend
your delusional planet like a pile of shit
finished done dusted over I quit

gay

you lose something when I gain
you don’t even bare a name
you have wings but you cant fly
do you ever inquire or wonder why
your clucky ways
and bothersome tone
do you ever feel alone?

driving blind

neither here nor there
been seeing so blind
a figment of my imagination
be sincere, be kind
a mutual feeling
a life needed healing
you’re the creator of my elation
and cause of infatuation
fall for me
I’ll fall for you
please be genuine, be good, be true
concealed conditions
with life-size ambitions
the loveliness you hold
and a story yet to be told

naught

Enjoy your life
God knows you’ve earned it
Unsure of how you got here
Lacking substance, hope you learn it
Girls with pearls
Boys with ploys
A life of imitation
And silent noise
Devotion possessed that seems so hollow
I’ll take the lead and you can follow
Goodbye, farewell and all the best
Blah blah blah you know the rest

locate then motivate

Declaration of motivation
Human condition VS soaring ambition
Lack slack choices
You perceived my voices
Bare and misbehaving
Spark me up im craving

Hunger shhh

Feed on me
And ill feed on you
All the foolish shit
Is starting to show through
Bewildering thoughts
You try to defeat
Silence for now
Have something to eat

A fantastic fail

A state of nerve
A dash of pain
A bitter trust
You cannot refrain
A profound event
And unwelcome tone
Empty obsessions you’ve survived alone
An awkward triumph
An elated scream
Exaggerated honesty and unlikely dream
A vacant clock
A dazzling light
An uninvited addiction that emerges at night
A passionate loneliness
A hesitant friend
A mistaken evaluation
Will become your indignant end

confusion delusion

your lovely eyes so vacant
amazed and so unknown
give it up and try to flee,
don’t go breaking any bones
possessing altered minds
with desire underneath
you walked around
your head in tact
remind me how to breathe
the deeper I think the deeper I sink
the less you’ll want to know
sit back relax and hold on tight
I hope you enjoy the show

sleep

Hold your heart courageously
rest in this dark place
keep your head on high tonight
be cautious of this cage
your future is cruel
but the light will shine
I wish you all the best
but for now unusable lover
its time for you to rest

cobweb head

your slim frame
your eager eyes
and your wild mane
they keep me where i belong
all wrapped up in wrong

Fogged branch

under your shadow
through your brezze
your roots keep me young
now that we're all allowed to breathe
turned from fear and your hands slung
crying not dying
we are so young

Your're a happy young thing
you're supposed to be
let it move on in
let it follow me
burnt heart dragged behind
let it follow you
let it corrupt your mind

I am a mighty wall
on me you can grow
hey you they called
you answered you didnt know
the suns happiness will be your ecstatic end
but i'll still be here oh notorious friend